oxymoron!

things hadn't really moved these days. my mind was filled with something - many things precisely - that i wasn't sure of. i realized i looked far out the window very often, i thought i was thinking, but i remember it clearly, it was all blank beyond the clear glass. AND all the things i passed through in a day just can't keep-off from clotting my head - to the very worse state - with phrases and scenes of Twilight. sheesh! how annoying it is!

i'm still entangled in my nuisance Twilight reverie!!

i've read the book for the 3rd time and still not getting over it. well, it works that way usually, for me; that i'll fling the book away after re-reading it. BUT this thing doesn't seems to cooperate with that AND it commit to my memory instead - owh worse!!

then again, i'm thanking the book for faring me very well to end the movie-drooling ahaha
2nd time watching, i can't help myself from feeling the same thing the read-first-than-watch people felt about it. while the 3rd, i realized that the Edward and Bella i imagined from the book were very different of that potrayed by Rob and Kris at some point.
now ready to put that aside. whee~

ironically, i'm still soo into the storyline (i mean the book) though after repeatedly telling myself how out-of-the-world it is haha

i liked it very much to the extent that i'm broken-heartedly GLAD knowing from a tabloid:

"the movie sequel might be the death of Twilight, due to twin conflict - overnight fame & love triangle - bothering the 2 main casts; Rob and Kris"

(source: twilightaustralia)

AND Stephanie Meyer's readers protested the change in the sequel's plot (to frequent Rob's appearence), which simply means there'll be more of Taylor a.k.a. Jacob of course.
therefore, i'll have the minimal-est chances to prolong this fantasize. big thank u!

also, again,
i liked it very much to the extent that i'm broken-heartedly GLAD i might not want to read New Moon and Eclipse. so there'll be super-high probability for a shorter trip back to earth for me!
(owh maybe it's too late, Aien already stung me with the books' thrill!)

applauses to Superhuman for stealing a great portion of my day that was used to entertain reveries ahaha i appreciate it! (well, i actually doubted this too, does the lyrics really sounds quite related to the story or is it just me decrypting relations?)

and owh i'll have to wait this impatiently long moment for Midnight Sun!

an oxymoron it - the feeling that's bugging me - is, when i happily hate it because i'm dying liking it.